It took me by surprise
When I saw you standing there
Close enough to touch
Breathing the same air
You asked me how I\'d been
I guess thats when I smiled and said just fine
Oh, but baby I was lying

What I really meant to say
Is I\'m dying here inside
And I miss you more each day
There\'s not a night I haven t cried
And baby here\'s the truth
I\'m still in love with you
That\'s what I really meant to say

And as you walked away
The echo of my words
Cut just like a knife
Cut so deep it hurt
I held back the tears
Held on to my pride and watched you go
I wonder if you ll ever know

What I really meant to say
Is I\'m dying here inside
And I miss you more each day
There\'s not a night I haven\'t cried
And baby here\'s the truth
I\'m still in love with you

What I really meant to say
Is that I\'m really not that strong
No matter how I try
I\'m still holding on
And here\'s the honest truth
I\'m still in love with you
That\'s what I really meant to say

That\'s what I really meant to say

That\'s what I really meant to say